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Friday, May 9, 2014
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
Everything is a Lie
She received a mysterious email, and the subject line reads,
"Everything you know is a lie". Katie opened the email and read
further. "Act calm as to not alert anyone, but everyone around you is not
who they say they are. You need to get out of there quietly and meet me at the
spot where you had your first kiss. You know the place. My name is L."
I read the email
furiously. My day was already bad enough. "Are you even serious right now?
This is a joke!" Katie already had had enough on her plate to deal with
already. And now this total bullshit?
She went along with the gag joke anyways as she could see
through her shadow the fumes of anger seeping through her ears. She had already
had her suspicions as to who it was. She assumed it was Brandon. The class
clown and school wide d-bag. The word around school was he was infamously a
drug dealer with the IQ of a worm. She laughed at the thought. Even the close
up of a worms face was still better looking than him. That was the best
compliment she had in her. 'My name is L'. How cliché.
She made it to the spot. Underneath the gazebo. She hated to
admit the fact that her first kiss was with the exact same person she loathed.
The memory soaked her skin as it all came flooding back into her memory. 'Stop
this Katie. It wasn't truly your first kiss. The jerk off stole it from you.
Keep your anger and use it wisely.' Just as she was thinking to herself, The
Neighborhood started to play. Her favorite song came on. Flawless. She turned
her head to see the one and only Brandon McGregor.
The strong smell of weed flowed from his veins and showed
his desperation for forgiveness and redemption demanded her attention from his
bloody red, puffy eyes. "Pathetic, but fitting." his head tilted
down.
"I saw your blog Katie. The one for our class... Why
did you say those lies about me...? About us?!" His voice betrayed him as
it was flawed with cracks in it. Breaking from his spine. "Just tell me
you are sorry and fix your blog and this can all end now."
She let a chuckle escape with her breath. "It was the
truth. And you should be the one saying sorry to me. I gave you everything and
what did I get in return? I got a beating. Broken ribs and a broken heart. So I
will never apologize to you. You can burn in hell just like your damned Mary
J." She lunged spitting in his face. She regretted it automatically when
she saw what he was holding.
"I see that you have met my little buddy L. We warned
you Katie. Now L and I will share a kiss of death with you together."
Click.
Click.
Click.
Click.
Boom.
No alert. Just silence and the comfort of lies.
Monday, March 24, 2014
Blackfish (Review)
Blackfish is a riveting documentary about Orca whales and their life through their captivity in Sea World. The film concentrates on one specific whale named Tilikum. Tilikum started off in the wild with his mother. He had no idea that at the young age of four he would be taken away and forced to do pathetic low tricks just to be fed.
The film suggests that the life at Sea world is making these killer whales become true killers. There are countless numbers of deaths by orca's in sea world as they attempt to cover it up.
The Documentary really does open up the minds of people to rethink what we are doing. After all, what if you were taken away at the age of four from your mother and forced to perform?
The film suggests that the life at Sea world is making these killer whales become true killers. There are countless numbers of deaths by orca's in sea world as they attempt to cover it up.
The Documentary really does open up the minds of people to rethink what we are doing. After all, what if you were taken away at the age of four from your mother and forced to perform?
Friday, March 21, 2014
ABC Rant
About a month ago.
Before everything went bad.
Caring was popular.
Even normal.
Don't try and brush it off as a fable.
Fiction tends to be misleading to the readers.
Go ahead and laugh.
Have your moment of pride.
I'll pray for you.
Just don't have any regrets about it.
Kindness good be the cure to everything.
Let love in and give it a try.
My generation isn't the one at fault for stupidity.
No. We will not take the blame..
Open your eyes for once!
Please don't give up.
Quitting was never an option.
Real talk.
Suicide happens.
Take time to notice the signs.
Underneath the surface we are all the same.
Varied with emotions and memories.
When will people learn?
X-rays of people are only the start.
Younger generations accept change while we push it away.
Zero time for recovery. Just enough time to go with the flow.
Before everything went bad.
Caring was popular.
Even normal.
Don't try and brush it off as a fable.
Fiction tends to be misleading to the readers.
Go ahead and laugh.
Have your moment of pride.
I'll pray for you.
Just don't have any regrets about it.
Kindness good be the cure to everything.
Let love in and give it a try.
My generation isn't the one at fault for stupidity.
No. We will not take the blame..
Open your eyes for once!
Please don't give up.
Quitting was never an option.
Real talk.
Suicide happens.
Take time to notice the signs.
Underneath the surface we are all the same.
Varied with emotions and memories.
When will people learn?
X-rays of people are only the start.
Younger generations accept change while we push it away.
Zero time for recovery. Just enough time to go with the flow.
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Trapped In Wonderland (The Ending)
It was an early August morning. The sun had blinded my eyes from it's powerful bright rays. My eyes quickly adjusted and I was back in my neighborhood. Yeah, I was only a couple of blocks away from my old house. Was it Halloween? There were scarecrows, and pumpkins. I quickly checked the paper that lay next to me. October 31, 2003. I had a second chance. I could save everyone. my family, I have to save them.
I quickly rose and ran lightly touching my heals on the sidewalk with every step. 'They could grow up. Get to go to high school, and prom, and graduation. They could date, get married and have kids of their very own. I could save them. Rudy could be killed and this HELL will all be over.' I stopped and stared at my front door. Through the window I could see my mom and dad holding Annabethe as Andy cried wanting more milk. I remembered being so annoyed by it all. I remember wondering why I couldn't be an only child. I was such an idiot for thinking that.
Tears fell from my face and I didn't even notice. Flashbacks flooded my memory of their bodies lifeless covered in crimson blood, and me? I was helpless and a coward. I couldn't stop any of it. But now I can change it all. I can save them.
My parents spotted me. They screamed my name and ran outside.
"Alice!When did you get outside and what on earth are you wearing?!" without thinking I had glanced down at my outfit. I was still in my time travel clothes. "I... I uh still don't know.."
"What?" My dad retorted furious. God I missed that.
I knew what i had to do. I had pushed past them and stormed inside. I gave my siblings a kiss and told them i love them. I turned around and as my parents entered, i hugged them and did the same. They were dumbfounded but I had no time to explain. I quickly ran up the stairs and into my old room. I was still on the bed.
"Alice!" My parents screamed terrified as i locked the door slamming it. My old self screamed as my dad pounded on the door. "Look, I'm sorry but this is for our family. I promise."
"Alice open the door right now!" I ignored and I took out the knife that Rudy had given me for emergencies. I tackeled myself and pinned her down. Of course I struggeled, but I had to do it. I quickly took the knife and slit the throat of my past self. Just as I did my dad knocked the door down. My mother screamed and ran to us. I started to cry. "I'm so sorry. You will never understand but I had to die in order to save everyone." My dad fell to his knees. I Coughed heavily as my throat slowly started to open like the other. "I love you"
Time had finally caught up with me. Infinity was finally over.
I quickly rose and ran lightly touching my heals on the sidewalk with every step. 'They could grow up. Get to go to high school, and prom, and graduation. They could date, get married and have kids of their very own. I could save them. Rudy could be killed and this HELL will all be over.' I stopped and stared at my front door. Through the window I could see my mom and dad holding Annabethe as Andy cried wanting more milk. I remembered being so annoyed by it all. I remember wondering why I couldn't be an only child. I was such an idiot for thinking that.
Tears fell from my face and I didn't even notice. Flashbacks flooded my memory of their bodies lifeless covered in crimson blood, and me? I was helpless and a coward. I couldn't stop any of it. But now I can change it all. I can save them.
My parents spotted me. They screamed my name and ran outside.
"Alice!When did you get outside and what on earth are you wearing?!" without thinking I had glanced down at my outfit. I was still in my time travel clothes. "I... I uh still don't know.."
"What?" My dad retorted furious. God I missed that.
I knew what i had to do. I had pushed past them and stormed inside. I gave my siblings a kiss and told them i love them. I turned around and as my parents entered, i hugged them and did the same. They were dumbfounded but I had no time to explain. I quickly ran up the stairs and into my old room. I was still on the bed.
"Alice!" My parents screamed terrified as i locked the door slamming it. My old self screamed as my dad pounded on the door. "Look, I'm sorry but this is for our family. I promise."
"Alice open the door right now!" I ignored and I took out the knife that Rudy had given me for emergencies. I tackeled myself and pinned her down. Of course I struggeled, but I had to do it. I quickly took the knife and slit the throat of my past self. Just as I did my dad knocked the door down. My mother screamed and ran to us. I started to cry. "I'm so sorry. You will never understand but I had to die in order to save everyone." My dad fell to his knees. I Coughed heavily as my throat slowly started to open like the other. "I love you"
Time had finally caught up with me. Infinity was finally over.
HATE and the Silver Lining
Hate. It is word that is thrown around and has lost it's effect or meaning. As a verb it means
Hate holds passion. Furious and dark. Sometimes used against parents by rioting teens or kids. They didn't let you date that boy/girl because of whatever reason. So you hate them. You can hate actions too. I hate the fact that my dad walked out on me fore drugs when I was a kid.
But there is always a Silver Lining right? I mean, that is what everyone says. When you truly hate someone or something, your eyes actually open up and find what you love. I love my mom for being strong enough to raise me all on her own. In fact, I respect her. If you hate something, take a step back to see what you love. So, what do you love?
"
feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone); intense or passionate dislike; used politely to express one's regret or embarrassment at doing something; express strong dislike for; criticize or abuse ". It is also a noun which means "intense or passionate dislike; denoting hostile actions motivated by intense dislike or prejudice". Hate holds passion. Furious and dark. Sometimes used against parents by rioting teens or kids. They didn't let you date that boy/girl because of whatever reason. So you hate them. You can hate actions too. I hate the fact that my dad walked out on me fore drugs when I was a kid.
But there is always a Silver Lining right? I mean, that is what everyone says. When you truly hate someone or something, your eyes actually open up and find what you love. I love my mom for being strong enough to raise me all on her own. In fact, I respect her. If you hate something, take a step back to see what you love. So, what do you love?
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Tell This Story

Prom night had arrived and Julia was patiently waiting for her boyfriend of 3 years, Kevin. Her mother and older sister, Jane, were helping her get ready. She had her dress on that she picked out weeks before; her grandmothers bracelet that was handed down to her, and her new high heels.
Her best friend Andrea text-ed her asking her "What happened to you and Kevin? Did you guys like, breakup or something?" That's when Julia began to feel sick. "What the hell are you talking about? I am waiting for him to pick me up." Five minutes passed till Andrea replied. "I am so sorry Jules... But he is at my neighbors house with another girl. they are all touchy-feely and apparently they have been together for 6 months. He is such an asshole.. If you want to, Dylan and I could come and get you." "No thanks." No time was given to let the news sink in. She hopped into her blue Mercedes and drove to Andreas. When she arrived, she got her ax out of the trunk just for her ex
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