Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Just a Little Positivity for YOU (:
You know what I don't get? The fact that us as human beings, ad as people, how in the world could we purposefully hurt one another? We know what all of the emotions feel like. We know that if we are cut, then we will bleed. Why would you cause someone to cry tears of sorrow and depression? It is just wrong. I mean, we don't want that to happen to us. We all want to have an amazing day just like everyone else. Why the hell would you even insult someone completely innocent just by their clothes? Do you lack a soul? Is it lost, or did you sell it to the Devil?
I know that none of us are perfect. I am far from it myself. I am not a size 1, I don't have perfect skin, and I do not come from perfectly wholesome family, but this doesn't make me any less of a person. If anything, it makes me, me.
I love to look around and see everyone's imperfections. It is what makes us unique. Personally, it would be too boring to see people look exactly the same. I could care less if someone is short, or fat. I could care less if you get perfect grades or if you barely pass each and every class. I love the gaps in teeth, and your long uncontrollable hair, and I love your awkward walk, and I love the fact that you obsess over little things.
Our differences makes living worth while.
I know that none of us are perfect. I am far from it myself. I am not a size 1, I don't have perfect skin, and I do not come from perfectly wholesome family, but this doesn't make me any less of a person. If anything, it makes me, me.
I love to look around and see everyone's imperfections. It is what makes us unique. Personally, it would be too boring to see people look exactly the same. I could care less if someone is short, or fat. I could care less if you get perfect grades or if you barely pass each and every class. I love the gaps in teeth, and your long uncontrollable hair, and I love your awkward walk, and I love the fact that you obsess over little things.
Our differences makes living worth while.
The Lego Movie--REVIEW
This movie kind of mocks modern day society. All of the popular stuff is what is in the movie. Over priced coffee? Hello, that is Starbucks. In a sense it mocks the favored things of modern day culture. Which is hilarious! I personally give it 4 stars. (No movie shall ever get all 5 stars from me.) You could make it a date movie to break away from the typical romantic and action movies that always fill the theaters, or take your younger siblings or even the kids that you babysit.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
My first Hardcore Song
This girl is too cute for words. This is just amazing and everyone NEEDS to watch this.
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Trapped In Wonderland (chapter 2) -
[THIS MIGHT BE A LITTLE WEIRD AND MESSED UP, SO I APOLOGIZE FOR THE FUTURE -BIANCA]
We landed in the middle of the Bean in Chicago. It was starting to get cold, and we looked like fools in our shorts and our (barely) t-shirts. We had looked around and walked up and out of the bean as everyone around us stared and laughed. It was humiliating, just like back then...
"Hey, uh Alice?"I turned my head to look at Kate who was all bug eyed.
I couldnt help but let out a soft laugh. That got her to glare at me. I quickly cleared my throat and responded, "Sorry. What's up Kate?"
"We kind of stick out like a goth in a Justin Beiber concert. I mean, just look around!" I didn't have to avert my eyes to know what was happening. I knew exactly what my parents wore back in their golden years-as they always said to me.
"Then let's go shopping and then find our man." I grinned and grabbed her hand pulling her the direction that Macy's which was a Marshall Field's at the moment.
We stepped through the doors and looked around.
"Wow." I nodded in agreement.
"My mom always told me that a Marshall Field's existed here, but I thought that it was just a legend."
I smiled looking around. "Well come on. We need to fit in so that our cover won't be blown."
"Don't say another word Alice. Shopping is my life." She really meant it too.
We ran through the aisles just like we were kids again. we quickly found our section and the prices were cheap. Why did they ever have to rise?
We both went simple with our outfits. Baggy clothes with a flannel shirt. To really convince everyone, we even wore chokers.
We walked with confidence to the train station. We were heading towards Riverdale. His name was Rudy and he lived right off of West 144th Street.
Rudy was a cold hearted vacuum. His only purpose was to consume anything in his path. And you could tell that he didn't care who he had to crush in his path. every now and then he would change his looks to stay out of the spotlight. His name and purpose were always the same. He was the one to find Kate and I. He always tells us how HE was the one that made us and that we owed him our own lives. If you ask me, he is the one that had ruined us. He was the one that had killed our parents. One day I hope for revenge, but for now I am too weak and I am forced to do his dirty work.
We walked into his house. Smoke filled our lungs choking us barely allowing us to breathe. He was a drug addict. Surprise, surprise. This time it was crystal meth, cigarettes, and alcohol. Only a shot of whiskey. I coughed trying to save my lungs but it was no use. we walked into the room to find him. This time he looked like a younger version of John Stamos. Rudy always had his looks exceed his personality.
"You girls need to learn some manners. Entering a room, let alone a house, is very rude. Anyways, i expect that everything is in place now?" We nodded. "Now can we get the money that we are promised?" Kate jumped to demands. He handed us both 50's.
"What the hell is this Rudy?! We were both promised at least 200!!!" Kate steamed.
He grinned as he usually did and chuckled. "Well' in this day and age, that is about 200. Give or take, I was always bad with math.Anyways girls, time to be off. Your next mission is waiting.
Kate didn't move at all and held her money furiously. "Kate. Let it go. Come on." I clutched onto her tense arm and gently pulled her away. She followed fuming and we walked out the door and down the street. she started to cry in anger. "I swear to GOD I am going to kill that man one day! He can't keep on treating us like this Alice! I mean for Christ sake he killed our family!"
"It is kind of hard to forget, but-"
"but nothing! We have to kill him before he offs us." she wiped her tears and then grabbed both of my hands. Her eyes started to search for some kind of fire starting inside of me from her so called 'speech'. "Alice. I know that we could do it. You and me we could kill him right now. come on."
"Kate stop acting like this. I hate him as much as you do, if not more. Right now isn't the time to act rash." I snatched my hands away and looked around to see if anyone was watching us. "Get a hold of yourself right now okay? We have to do this mission and grow stronger and learn his secrets and then, and I mean only then, would we be able to destroy him."
She looked at me hurt. It wasn't the first time that she had pulled this stuff. She did have a right after all. Rudy had burned her parents on stakes right in front of her and her little twin brothers. If that wasn't bed enough, he then took her twins and ... decapitated them in the end. The thing about Rudy is that he is someone who doesn't take no for an answer; and if you were to cross his path and anger him, let's just say it would be your last mistake.
Kate grabbed my hands and stopped me from sending us to the mission. "I'll do it. You are going to drain yourself if you don't stop." I nodded and let her do it. She closed her eyes and we traveled to 2013.
We had landed a block away from my house which had been condemned for the murders of my family. Still till this day it lay empty and wrecked just like the day I had left it. Kate walked on the property and turned back to me. "Are you coming?" I didn't answer her. I didn't want to talk. I felt as if I was to stay silent then, i could her all of their laughs. All I did was follow.
We walked inside and shut the creaky door behind us. There was still blood stains everywhere in the house along with ripped caution tape. I had decided to venture up the stairs to my room which was in the middle of my siblings. I slowly opened the door to find everything in its place, right where it had belonged. I almost smiled until i saw the words spray painted on my walls. 'Burn in Hell!', 'Antichrist', 'It Should have been HER'. I creeped inside my once forgotten room and looked around. In all of my pictures were bullet holes straight through my head. I couldn't stand it any longer and i ran out of my room slamming the door shut behind me.
Kate looked at me and automatically understood what had happened. "Come here. You might want to take a look at this." She lead me to the remains of Anabethe's room. Around her crib were burnt out candles that were still warm. inside her crib were bears, and dolls, and letters, and pictures. I took one that was of my family minus me. Someone had burned me out of it but I didn't care. I took the picture and stuffed it inside of my purse and waked out of the room as Kate followed.
"Are you fine with staying the night here Alice?" She asked me all concerened.
"Yeah that's fine with me. I just can't stay in my room." We both had agreed to not set another foot inside of my room. So we went downstairs and decided to take shelter in the guest room. It was the only place that hadn't been touched in over a decade.
Since the water still worked Kate decided to hop into the shower and clean off while I took a nap.
I had just gotten dropped off by my best friend Lucy and her boyfriend Jeff. It was only 11:45 so my parents had no reason at all to be mad at me. I waved my friends off and got my key out of my candy bag. I walked up our small porch and went for the door as it opened on it's own. I stopped laughing to myself thinking that my parents were drunk beyond belief and partied a little too hard. I shut and locked the door behind myself as i heard a bang come from the upstairs by my parents room. "Ew gross. Couldn't they have more control? They have two little kids. Jesus."
I walked up to my room and took off my costume and makeup. I hopped into a sweatshirt and some shorts and decided i would at least tell my parents I was home. They always locked their door when they were busy so I had no worries. I left my door open and walked up the last set of stairs that lead to the attic on the right, and my parents room on the left. "Hey, I'm home, so keep it down up there. i have school in the morning." I had waited a minute and there was no response. I Knocked on the door as it opened a crack. I could start to feel my heart pound to faster beat then usual and I had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. I ignored it and opened the door taking two steps inside. Their room was pitch black and I had to let my eyes adjust. "Mom? Dad?" A murmur came from inside as i opened the door all the way to find my parents tied to the bed. My fathers throat was cut and was cold to the touch. my mom had something in her stomach but i could tell that she was alive. I ran to her side "Mom!" I took the duct tape off of her mouth and ran my hands through her sweaty hair. "G-g-get the kids.... Run." She took her last breathe and was gone. I started to ball in confusion. "What are you talking about om?! This is a Really sick joke!! Wake up! Come on please..." I started to shake her roughly in hopes that she would hear me. "WAKE UP MOM! PLEASE!"
"Oh that won't work." An unfamiliar voice. All I could think of then and there was of my brother and sister. As I ran down the stairs to my brother's room, a deep laughter followed me. I stormed through his door and pulled the blankets off of his bed to only find pillows. "Andrew?!"
"Splash splash Andy! It's bath time. Shh, sister will hear us" It was the same voice as in my parents room.
"STAY AWAY FROM MY BROTHER YOU BASTARD!" I threw the bathroom door open to find my brother in his pj's, under the water, not moving. I screamed "What are you doing to me?!" No response.
Anabethe wailed uncontrollably as i ran to her room. No trace of her. I turned around to see a shadowed figure walk up the stairs. I gave it chase as I saw it walk into the attic. "Please!" I begged as i could barely manage getting up the stairs. I was blinded by my tears and fears. "Don't hurt her!" I stumbled through the already opened door to find a man of about 6"2 cradling my baby sister in his arms.
"Look Anabethe, It's Alice!"
"Let her go!"
"Oh Alice. Please, we both know what's going to heppen to her."
"Please! Don't hurt he-"
"SHUT UP" I jumped back a little by his yell. Anabethe was silent. He smirked as i stared at her.
"Oh-ho! So did you figure it out yet?" He dropped her and kicked her aside as he stomped over towards me. i couldn't move. 'scream. grab a phone. Do something you idiot! HE IS GOING TO KILL YOU NEXT!' All I did was sat there.
"My name is Rudy, and you are now coming with me."
END CHAPTER 2
We landed in the middle of the Bean in Chicago. It was starting to get cold, and we looked like fools in our shorts and our (barely) t-shirts. We had looked around and walked up and out of the bean as everyone around us stared and laughed. It was humiliating, just like back then...
"Hey, uh Alice?"I turned my head to look at Kate who was all bug eyed.
I couldnt help but let out a soft laugh. That got her to glare at me. I quickly cleared my throat and responded, "Sorry. What's up Kate?"
"We kind of stick out like a goth in a Justin Beiber concert. I mean, just look around!" I didn't have to avert my eyes to know what was happening. I knew exactly what my parents wore back in their golden years-as they always said to me.
"Then let's go shopping and then find our man." I grinned and grabbed her hand pulling her the direction that Macy's which was a Marshall Field's at the moment.
We stepped through the doors and looked around.
"Wow." I nodded in agreement.
"My mom always told me that a Marshall Field's existed here, but I thought that it was just a legend."
I smiled looking around. "Well come on. We need to fit in so that our cover won't be blown."
"Don't say another word Alice. Shopping is my life." She really meant it too.
We ran through the aisles just like we were kids again. we quickly found our section and the prices were cheap. Why did they ever have to rise?
We both went simple with our outfits. Baggy clothes with a flannel shirt. To really convince everyone, we even wore chokers.
We walked with confidence to the train station. We were heading towards Riverdale. His name was Rudy and he lived right off of West 144th Street.
Rudy was a cold hearted vacuum. His only purpose was to consume anything in his path. And you could tell that he didn't care who he had to crush in his path. every now and then he would change his looks to stay out of the spotlight. His name and purpose were always the same. He was the one to find Kate and I. He always tells us how HE was the one that made us and that we owed him our own lives. If you ask me, he is the one that had ruined us. He was the one that had killed our parents. One day I hope for revenge, but for now I am too weak and I am forced to do his dirty work.
We walked into his house. Smoke filled our lungs choking us barely allowing us to breathe. He was a drug addict. Surprise, surprise. This time it was crystal meth, cigarettes, and alcohol. Only a shot of whiskey. I coughed trying to save my lungs but it was no use. we walked into the room to find him. This time he looked like a younger version of John Stamos. Rudy always had his looks exceed his personality.
"You girls need to learn some manners. Entering a room, let alone a house, is very rude. Anyways, i expect that everything is in place now?" We nodded. "Now can we get the money that we are promised?" Kate jumped to demands. He handed us both 50's.
"What the hell is this Rudy?! We were both promised at least 200!!!" Kate steamed.
He grinned as he usually did and chuckled. "Well' in this day and age, that is about 200. Give or take, I was always bad with math.Anyways girls, time to be off. Your next mission is waiting.
Kate didn't move at all and held her money furiously. "Kate. Let it go. Come on." I clutched onto her tense arm and gently pulled her away. She followed fuming and we walked out the door and down the street. she started to cry in anger. "I swear to GOD I am going to kill that man one day! He can't keep on treating us like this Alice! I mean for Christ sake he killed our family!"
"It is kind of hard to forget, but-"
"but nothing! We have to kill him before he offs us." she wiped her tears and then grabbed both of my hands. Her eyes started to search for some kind of fire starting inside of me from her so called 'speech'. "Alice. I know that we could do it. You and me we could kill him right now. come on."
"Kate stop acting like this. I hate him as much as you do, if not more. Right now isn't the time to act rash." I snatched my hands away and looked around to see if anyone was watching us. "Get a hold of yourself right now okay? We have to do this mission and grow stronger and learn his secrets and then, and I mean only then, would we be able to destroy him."
She looked at me hurt. It wasn't the first time that she had pulled this stuff. She did have a right after all. Rudy had burned her parents on stakes right in front of her and her little twin brothers. If that wasn't bed enough, he then took her twins and ... decapitated them in the end. The thing about Rudy is that he is someone who doesn't take no for an answer; and if you were to cross his path and anger him, let's just say it would be your last mistake.
Kate grabbed my hands and stopped me from sending us to the mission. "I'll do it. You are going to drain yourself if you don't stop." I nodded and let her do it. She closed her eyes and we traveled to 2013.
We had landed a block away from my house which had been condemned for the murders of my family. Still till this day it lay empty and wrecked just like the day I had left it. Kate walked on the property and turned back to me. "Are you coming?" I didn't answer her. I didn't want to talk. I felt as if I was to stay silent then, i could her all of their laughs. All I did was follow.
We walked inside and shut the creaky door behind us. There was still blood stains everywhere in the house along with ripped caution tape. I had decided to venture up the stairs to my room which was in the middle of my siblings. I slowly opened the door to find everything in its place, right where it had belonged. I almost smiled until i saw the words spray painted on my walls. 'Burn in Hell!', 'Antichrist', 'It Should have been HER'. I creeped inside my once forgotten room and looked around. In all of my pictures were bullet holes straight through my head. I couldn't stand it any longer and i ran out of my room slamming the door shut behind me.
Kate looked at me and automatically understood what had happened. "Come here. You might want to take a look at this." She lead me to the remains of Anabethe's room. Around her crib were burnt out candles that were still warm. inside her crib were bears, and dolls, and letters, and pictures. I took one that was of my family minus me. Someone had burned me out of it but I didn't care. I took the picture and stuffed it inside of my purse and waked out of the room as Kate followed.
"Are you fine with staying the night here Alice?" She asked me all concerened.
"Yeah that's fine with me. I just can't stay in my room." We both had agreed to not set another foot inside of my room. So we went downstairs and decided to take shelter in the guest room. It was the only place that hadn't been touched in over a decade.
Since the water still worked Kate decided to hop into the shower and clean off while I took a nap.
I had just gotten dropped off by my best friend Lucy and her boyfriend Jeff. It was only 11:45 so my parents had no reason at all to be mad at me. I waved my friends off and got my key out of my candy bag. I walked up our small porch and went for the door as it opened on it's own. I stopped laughing to myself thinking that my parents were drunk beyond belief and partied a little too hard. I shut and locked the door behind myself as i heard a bang come from the upstairs by my parents room. "Ew gross. Couldn't they have more control? They have two little kids. Jesus."
I walked up to my room and took off my costume and makeup. I hopped into a sweatshirt and some shorts and decided i would at least tell my parents I was home. They always locked their door when they were busy so I had no worries. I left my door open and walked up the last set of stairs that lead to the attic on the right, and my parents room on the left. "Hey, I'm home, so keep it down up there. i have school in the morning." I had waited a minute and there was no response. I Knocked on the door as it opened a crack. I could start to feel my heart pound to faster beat then usual and I had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. I ignored it and opened the door taking two steps inside. Their room was pitch black and I had to let my eyes adjust. "Mom? Dad?" A murmur came from inside as i opened the door all the way to find my parents tied to the bed. My fathers throat was cut and was cold to the touch. my mom had something in her stomach but i could tell that she was alive. I ran to her side "Mom!" I took the duct tape off of her mouth and ran my hands through her sweaty hair. "G-g-get the kids.... Run." She took her last breathe and was gone. I started to ball in confusion. "What are you talking about om?! This is a Really sick joke!! Wake up! Come on please..." I started to shake her roughly in hopes that she would hear me. "WAKE UP MOM! PLEASE!"
"Oh that won't work." An unfamiliar voice. All I could think of then and there was of my brother and sister. As I ran down the stairs to my brother's room, a deep laughter followed me. I stormed through his door and pulled the blankets off of his bed to only find pillows. "Andrew?!"
"Splash splash Andy! It's bath time. Shh, sister will hear us" It was the same voice as in my parents room.
"STAY AWAY FROM MY BROTHER YOU BASTARD!" I threw the bathroom door open to find my brother in his pj's, under the water, not moving. I screamed "What are you doing to me?!" No response.
Anabethe wailed uncontrollably as i ran to her room. No trace of her. I turned around to see a shadowed figure walk up the stairs. I gave it chase as I saw it walk into the attic. "Please!" I begged as i could barely manage getting up the stairs. I was blinded by my tears and fears. "Don't hurt her!" I stumbled through the already opened door to find a man of about 6"2 cradling my baby sister in his arms.
"Look Anabethe, It's Alice!"
"Let her go!"
"Oh Alice. Please, we both know what's going to heppen to her."
"Please! Don't hurt he-"
"SHUT UP" I jumped back a little by his yell. Anabethe was silent. He smirked as i stared at her.
"Oh-ho! So did you figure it out yet?" He dropped her and kicked her aside as he stomped over towards me. i couldn't move. 'scream. grab a phone. Do something you idiot! HE IS GOING TO KILL YOU NEXT!' All I did was sat there.
"My name is Rudy, and you are now coming with me."
END CHAPTER 2
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
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